I did not use swear words for over three decades of my life.
Now that I am nearing 40, it’s like all the curse words that my mother, grandmother and all the women before had never used are all bubbling up from within me, desperate to be free.
I sometimes am terrified that there’s a bottomless pit of rage inside but it feels good to let these damn words out.
It feels good to say, “Fuck racism, fuck the west for raping my country, forcing their religion and values on us that we don’t know who we are anymore, fuck the men who didn’t take no for an answer, fuck the greedy bastards who keep getting rich by keeping everyone poorer, fuck fuck fuck!”
The downside to all this is everyone who is terrified my curse words will stain their holy souls quit talking to me.
The upside is everyone who is terrified my curse words will stain their holy souls quit talking to me.
For those of you who are afraid of anger so you stuff it down your throats, you are welcome.
I am doing it for you.